fragile me!

2007-08-29T16:20:00.000+08:00

hi again!
what's up?
well, nothing's up actually.
my life is wayy completed b00riing.
haha. guess that's true.
tommorrow gonna go to pasir ris to study uhh.
actually right, i can't wait till the next monday
coz' then my fwens would have HOLIDAES!

singaporean and malaysian friends.
haha. can't wait.
teacher's day is on th 1st september.
but the celebration is on this friday.
i'm kinda lazy to go to the celebration.
60% no 40% yes

ahahaha.
my bro's coming back on thursday, i think.
already, till den
adios amig0s! =))

2007-08-28T19:54:00.000+08:00

haha.

bought 2 new hari raya clothes the other dae

one is a one piece sweet yellow-goldish jubah
then the other is a mixture of purple and piink.
looks okay.
can't wait to wear em

so, mum bought new phone!

yipppppeee! ~ jumping fer joy! yupps.

sharing with her..

2007-08-25T11:42:00.000+08:00

heyy'
sorry for not updating recently..

actually, just upgraded this computer.
anyways, i m still unemployed. haha.
life's pretty hectic as usual.
here and there.
miss my friends actually.

hmm.. this week they all on vacation! yay.
but didn't have time to meet them
from monday to saturday the whole time
i m busy with stuff

yeahh. gotta go

2007-07-31T20:11:00.000+08:00

`hey.
h0w l0ng has it been siince i last updated my blog?
haha. kesian sey.
niwae, from jyss to mti to mta and n0w..
back to square one. which means i am not SK00LING
can you believe it?
Lol.
yeahh, coz those skools are just stuck-up.
waiting fer next year to skool there, in JB i mean..
aiyoo, why must i have dis fate, man?
nevermiine lah.

oh yah, i'll be in singapore for a whole YEAR!
yay! so hapie. I love singapore!!!
meanwhile, i m just relaxing.
actually lookinf 4 a good job as a tuition t-cher.
sheesh, high expectations.
yeah, so i m still studying
so dun ask me to study at junyuan..
i wan to but i cant. hmm..

i am studying hafal quran and also
intensif bahasa arab komunikasi yeah
so i h0pe i get to speak bahasa arab!!!
yay!
i will tell you the details later, yeah?

coz i want to eat ketam.. =))

TOSBIHENA MAAL HAIR (that's good nite in arabic)

2007-05-24T19:50:00.000+08:00

LYK MY NEW BLOG..?

ouchh.. my eyes HURT.
i hate my teacher, YANI!
she makes me sick to my stomache.
watch out. she's gonna pay back 4 wat she did to me.
i m gonna make her cry lyk she NEVER did before.

aniwaes, tommorow gonna visit the skool if i get well soon.
they must think i m crazy. HAH

btw, i think i love him..

cud he love me back?
he must think i m crazy TOO.

LOL.
C.A.Y
crazy abt euu..

143

cya, miss you guys. kip tagging! my life's a MESS~

2007-05-13T11:34:00.000+08:00

MISS YA LYK CRAZIIIE!
EVERYONE!!!

niwaes, location now in malaysia, mta
maahad tahfiz al-akhyar,
of course lah, i never foget you guys and those sweets memos
you guys gave me.
you guys touched my harts sooo much!
thank-euu!

we will meet again, I PROMISE!

2007-03-15T17:03:00.000+08:00

sterdae went to sembawang park.
kinda tiired.
but still go out todae siah.
from woodlands to tampiines, met zulaiha.
give her birthdae present and her MICKEY bag.
hung around tampiines mall for a while.

then said goodbyes to her.

*AL0NE

went to payar lebar to buy JUBAH..
took mrt to get to woodlands.
hung out at causeway point.
bought some stuff for me and fatimah.

kinda cool.
oriite, gotta go.

GOODBYES

2007-03-12T17:15:00.001+08:00

weii.SK00l's OUTZ.
weee~~tiimwe to p-p-party! =]
yay, i've got my freedom back.
miss you guys especially NAD, AHMAD and ZULAIHA.
owh, the jyssians going china.
harhas. have fun.
ouch, lyfe's tuff.
puffing up! but i'll be okae. i guess.
been wandering, KAK NURUL, WHERE R Y0U? I NEED Y0U! IF U WERE HERE, N0THIN' LYK DIS WILL HAPPEN???!!
*sobs*.
aiiya, there's so much you give to ppl but until when?
she doesnt noe.she was is are SPECIAL.
wat am i tokiing abt? LOL.watever lah..
if u care abt someone, but the person doesnt noe?
gosh.hatred.betrayal.pride.ego.
too much.too little tiime.nvrmine, let's forget abt diis and enjoy life one more~parrtyiie!

cant waiit to see you guys.muwachs!
p.s; wiishing u were here.

2007-01-12T20:18:00.000+08:00

booo!!brrr...it's so cold! it just stopped pouring and i just got back! wee~~~ so tiired siah.i noe hu is my roomates oriidy; kak iman (bedah), kak nurul and kak atikah.yupps.first week oriiedy to tiired, cant cope. lols.hehs.HADY MIRZA!
AIYAHH... SO LECEH..tommorrow i m going out
hmmm...where??
?haiishs. the tudung labuh wrong siah.need to buy another one. siah.stuppiid. ok uh, wanna study now lah.
tatas! shami-laaa!!! lols

2007-01-04T17:13:00.000+08:00

alamak!
stuppid siah.
i dunno if tommorrow i can go or not.
i mean visit my school.
i really miss those old tymes'.
yeah.
sobs!
i wish i cud go.speaking of wishes,
right, if for my birthday present i want to meet hady mirza in person.
=D
hehs.
seriously, i dun want anything else.
tell me i m crazy!

lalalala.. *sing to hady's tune song*.=))
yestie went to larkiin to buy those skool stuff.
wow~~ there's a downpour now.
hehs.
but still havent bought bantal!
aiiyah...so leceh...
siighzzz..
i wish i cud elope away with anybody.
yeah, bring my mom?
anyway, itz only two daes left to going back to school.
siighs.
not sure if i sud be happiie or sad?

i choose..i dunno.
gosh!i havent bought the books yet!
panic!!!!
hehs.
ok, bubye!

yiihaaa, goes my horse! =D

2007-01-03T15:47:00.000+08:00

darmm..
so borring siah..
todae in the morning i went to larkiin
to buy those skool stuff. yupps.
was tired but now at cyber cafe
noisy!~
harhas..

but still alot of stuff i havent bought yet,
such as pillow and stuff,
but i hope azizo' can be my roomate lah.
lols

but den i made a deal wit my mum,
if i cant cope for a year, they gotta take me outzz

wee~~~
i dun really lyk it anyway,
those ppl dere.

and my dad is already pissed out by ustaz hamiid,
dunno wat
got alot of stuff lah..
hehs.
gosh, im happy!

thank g0d~

gotta go!

buhbuaiizz

2007-01-02T15:16:00.000+08:00

weee!~~~
skool starts on the 7th of january!
hehs.
'lright, check out the sneak peeks:
pirates of the cariibeans: at world's end.
harry potter and the order.
ugly betty.
ghost whisper
prison break
gosh, i'll be missing those juicy ones.
hahas.
anyway, maybe i'll cum visit ya'll on the 5th january.
the sjab. mrs lu. and some other ppl. =))
but gotta ask permission 1st.
yupps.
and maybe i'll go out tommorrow.
but where?
so booring sit at home do nothing.
btw, if u guys got free tickets to hady mirza's concert, be sure to give em' to me!!!
p.s: taggiies dead?
alikato'!
sarangheyo!
muacks~

2007-01-01T19:56:00.000+08:00

weloo..

TIME FLIES BY SO FAST..

and the next thing you noe, u're married to hady mirza.
LOL.
just joking
tommorrow already monday.
siighhs.
back to skudai then. i duno if i can kipp this up.
ya think? with all dis?

harhas. havent even started packing yet u noe.
havoc here!
oriidey, no more time, gotta pack!
see ya in the next 14 daes!

2006-12-31T12:15:00.000+08:00

beggars can't be choosers?
selamat hari rayer haji!
hehs.
actually myfamily celebrate hari rayer yestiie. follow
the saudi one. yeah..
so todae just stay at home. so booring
anyway, tommorrow i must pack all the stuff!
a lot siah. how?
hmmm...
jubah check.
shampoo stuff check
clothes check.
pads check.

yeah. wat else?
alamak dun wanna get so confused lah.
jeez, i miiss you guys outz dere siah! sobs!
btw, i just broke up with the big brother uh.
he dun bother abt me so i dun bother abt him uh.
haissh. trashing me iz it?
better dat i trash him 1st.
i dunno if i feel hapiie or sad!
weee~~~
hypper?
lols.
tommorrow is already new year.
a new year! a new school! new fwens...
siighhs.
u noe wat?
actualliy i mish hady mirza siah.
harhas.
duno why?
when will i be able to meet him in person siah?
lols.
ouhki lah, i've got lotsa stuff to do anyway.
later dude..
=))

BEGGARS REALLY CANT BE CHOOSERS.

2006-12-30T12:19:00.000+08:00

home sweet home again..
gosh, i m so freaking tired already.
i MISS HADY MIRZA! hehs.
well, orientation didnt go dat well. i m a bitch, i admit. yeah..
so nasty ppl too, dun really care, dun wanna care lah..
dun really wanna give a fucking damn abt them.
in fact my new years resolution is PEACE NO WAR.
get it?
and oso catch with those clever ppl. yupps.
siighs.
how can someone compare me with another?
yeah? how?
i dun care. p
pl hu judge me before they noe me, i dun care.
i can be nice, i can be fiesty.aite?

changes, u cant beat em'. join em'!

PEACE NO WAR.

till den, sayonara..

2006-12-25T11:28:00.000+08:00

heyy dere.
sowiie i didnt blog nowadays.
u noe, busy as alwaes.
yeahh.. so today i m gonna go fer orientation. tough huh?
wish me luck yeah?
hehs. i hope it's gonna be fun. i brought new contact lens btw.
kinda cool.

jeez, i m totally gonna MISS you guys out dere.
thanks man, but i gotta go.

gotta finish packing anyway,

sayonara, till we meet again.. sobs.

2006-11-11T22:16:00.000+08:00

yeahh man.

just got back from wiyah's and najib's wedding!

kinda kwel.

met up wit all my cuzzies. gosh, i love em' so much!

muacks!

lols

took lotsa shots

so, when is ur turn, faie?

lols.

cant wait.

but i cudn't stay longer coz of some selfish person in my family.

so selfish.

but u cant kip me here forever, u noe!

2006-11-09T15:40:00.000+08:00

pillow fights

todae, stayed at home. nobody at home.
gone. kaput. not even mum and dad and my annoying brother..
wee~ had the whole house for myself.
invited zulaiha and samira over.
watched a couple of movies.
cheaper by the dozen 2 and aquamarine.
just lyk old tymes.
hhmm..
i miss those tymes, to be frank.

todae, i guess my craziness over those shadows.
kinda good, but now dat i m all alone, feels so lonely again.
yeah ...
we had pillow fights too.
lols.

kinda fun alright,

toodles!

2006-11-06T16:34:00.000+08:00

heyy.
today early in morning return b000k.
lols.
then go library. borrow lotsa books. i m so restless.

hiashh.. just kip packing my stuff

STRESS AND RESTLESS!

2006-11-03T15:42:00.000+08:00

bored stiff.

god.

i hate holidays.

but, happy holidays u guys.

and guess wat?

tagiies dead!!!

2006-11-01T16:16:00.000+08:00

hypper, t0day! again .. hehs. i dunno y.
maybe becoz of da rain. lols.
anyways, today went out, actualiie to da pasir ris park, near da beach dere lah. wit zulaiha(zuuul – aiha) orniie. den go meet ahmad for a while. sianns. dunoo wat to say. pathetic. hehs. anyways, i sometimes tend to forget dat hes my brother. oopps! so sowie coz i said kau/aku wit u. didn’t mean it. i got stm (short term memory) hehs.
hmm… kip thinking of kenneth .. wonder how hes doing wit his o levels. missing him l0ads. hehs

2006-10-31T11:05:00.000+08:00

love,
the purp0se 0f all inventions.

l0ve f0r the game.
l0ve f0r fwens.
l0ve f0r s0me0ne dat special.
l0ve f0r challenges.
l0ve f0r the w0rld.

i can feel this hunger. this hunger, burning inside of me, day by day.

even a milli0n bucks couldn’t replace my hunger.
this hunger is called l0ve.

every0ne needs s0me0ne else’s l0ve.

i am n0t crazy, i m just a little unwell. i noe, right n0w, u dun care but stay a while, maybe then u’ll see a different side 0f me.

i m just a lil’ l0nely..
me. t0king t0 myself in public, d0dging glances.
I n0e they’ve been t0king ab0ut me, I can hear them whisper..
I’ve l0st my mind.
I’ve been t0king in my sleep, pretty s00n they’ll c0me t0 get me.

I use t0 think dat I dun need any0ne’s l0ve, but n0w, I ask myself,

d0 i?

[*baby marS*]

2006-10-26T20:08:00.000+08:00

hmm.. dis past few days.
i kinda feel quite awkward but i cant put my finger to it.. haix. okok..

maybe its becoz of my future plans! gosh, i too sad to even think wat will happen to me when i go malaysia, my future? is it already been written?
alamak! how stupid of me, of course itz already written. *hmph*

[ babY marS ]

*HEY, U MUST BE STRONG!*

no! we're toking about my future HERE! i noe i'll be missing maii fwens when i start skooling there ; ahmad, kenneth, ain, nadia, nadhirah, asraff, niki faris, yujun, sirs and mdms, sjab buddies, zulaiha, natasha, nina, lynn, yahya, bab the builder, fakruddin, katy, aqasha, maisarah, LIVERPOOL MATCHES, my old home, my cat (lyk as if i have a cat), niki, shing yen, mrs lu, mrs shankar, ms ross, mr jae, mr feraj, mr martintosh, liyana, syahirah, shafiq, azreen, huda, emilia, izzah, sam, feri, shafiq, rahim, shakirah, deborah, hafizah, syahirah, amirah, atiqah, nani, fahmi, hassan, aliyah, khyrul, wiah, rifaie, huda, nur salmah, kak nad, abg aris, abg apit, siti zubaidah, ibrahim, ismail, kamiliah, ahmed, skooling, farhan, muhaimin, grand prince yul, crown prince shin... and the list could go on..

maybe i m just scared dat i will never get to see maii lovely fwens again. missing them, pain. can anybody understand? the answer the n0.

=.='

tell me then, wat should i do?
should i bear wit it?
i wish i wasnt born in dis family..
i dunno.
i m so confused.
i dunno wat to think anymore. maybe all of this is fer the best?

no, i m going to a boarding sk00l, why is it so complicating?

___________________________

anyways, today big breakfast kinda fun.
took lotsa pictures.
=))
the class videos, pictures here and there wit, mrs lu, niki, asraff, shing yen, yong hao, and all da malay girls plus suffian except fer me. so siann.
hmmmm...

and then had a lot of fun wit the 3n1 fwens.
took pictures wit the pretty girls, fun poses.
then shafiq and syahirah took pictures.
got another shot they all wit ahmad. too bad i wasnt in the picture. =.=' lols.

then ask them come my house during hari raya.
yay! so last dae was kinda realli sad. gonna miss them so much. =((

but then, you guys; i h0pe s0meday we WILL meet again ...

anyways, what will happen to me? i mean i m still a teen u noe, i tink dat i shouldnt be like dis, preparing fer my future, i just wanna hang out, i wanna have fun with my lovely fwens, not just kip tinking of studies. no, thats not even me. i noe ppl say time flies, but then. i m scared. i noe the reason why they r sending me and my bro there, so they'll have tyme fer themselves.

2006-10-24T18:01:00.000+08:00

gosh! finally i bought my own Princess hours dvd.. =)) i m so happiie! nah, overwhelmed! hehs.

“ i love it!!! i wanna marry it!!! Muacks! <3 color="#cc66cc" size="5">”

harhas. okok larh.. today ishh of course larh, hari raya aidilfitri.

SALAM LEBARAN TO ALL MY LOVELY FWENS AND FAMILIES, CUZZIIES, FAUZIE LAILY, HEHS DA WORLD TO BE EXACT! :p

kinda took lots of pictures. had a tiring day but an enjoyable dae.
tommorrow haf aper tu, yarr sk00l! kekeke.. f.i.y. I cuming tommorrow coz I dun care I orniie have 2 daes of sk00l left. bringing my digital camera along wit miie coz wanna capture those sweet fun moments.
gonna have fun. but I noe dat gonna be mani ppl nvr cume on Wednesday coz 2nd dae mah.. thursdae got BIG breakfast as usual at the parade square...

so I wont be eating, will be hunting pictures. harhas.
after breakfast is we all go hall for prize-giving ceremony, come to think of it, kinda gonna be boring..

2006-10-22T12:09:00.000+08:00

okok..
dun haf much tyme.

first:

selamat hari raya~

and gonna invite everybody to maii house

just call me first 67886940.

t00dles.

baby mars

2006-10-19T17:18:00.000+08:00

happiie birthday t0 miie
happiie birthday t0 miie
i m b0rn in the z00
where m0nkeys l0ve me there…

HAPPY birthday t0 miie!!!

okok, i m still kinda hyper after yesterdae's incident..
=)).. anyways, today didnt get any presents but gonna get tommorrow. so siann lerh, but at least got wat.
natasha, eileen, yujun, ahmad...

ahmad, ahmad, ahmad.
to abg ahmad: tk bagi present pun? today da conversation wit u, i ask u whether u got buy, u sae u got buy den i ask you wat u buy, u say dat it’s a secret.. wat is it den? tommorrow i m hunting u down fer maii present! btw, dun be kinda "sombong" lerh, i m not your orniie sister u noe, ayuni and nina also rite, so dat tyme when ayuni and nina tok to you, pls dun ignore them and look at me lah, i noe ur best sister is nina so y u never tok to her?? dats y i left u wit ayuni and nina coz i wanted you to tok to 'em, kay? jgn merajuk uh, but i tell u want to thinkk: adik just suka manja2 uh.. =))

to kenneth: heylo! =)) saw u today. u touched my tralalala. harhas. joking joking. no lah, u look great, btw. but u didnt wish me happie burfdae. i hate you.. wit love. u maii abg kesayangan 4ever, kays?

to aqasha: u! y u lyk dis siah? did i do anythinkk to you till you make me feel kinda blue on MY birthday? i noe i teased u lerh, but i stopped oreadiie. u're kinda going over limit, here!

to min: i noe u just broke up wit ur girl, but u'll get through dis just concentrate on scoring fer your o levels, k? best wishes from marS.

to ain: LU IS MINE, OKAY? LOLS

okok, lemme tell u about my day.
it was kinda ok, PARTY TIME, GIRLS AND BOYS!
lols. harhas. no more books! no more equations! fun fun fun!!!
first period, is free period so i toked to nad.
kinda ok except dat she got lyk dis guy but nina oso got lyk dat guy. kinda confusing, its all suffian's fault lah, becoz his mouth cannot kip quiet go tell nina about it. stupid controversy, lyk is full of it, fcuk!
kesian my fwen. i noe that ahmad lyk u so, just go ahmad can or not nina coz its just fucking rubbish to mi. u oreadi got someone hu LOVES you, and i mean love <3... and now, look wat u did?
u r making all dis messier den ever...
haiissh..

then p.e oso free period
tok to ahmad fer a while.. dat i told u oreadii.
then go watch mr bean kinda lame lerh, but oso da farniie.

-recess-

then watch more movies" charlie and the chocolate factory and final destination 2. kinda scary and disgusting lah, watch the second movie.
harhas, cum to think of it, i scream alot lerh! =]

then go home lerh.. logging on computer.
hmm...
is there anything else that i miss out?
oh yarrr..

yesterdae princess hours episode, LU touched caijing hand leh! if Caijing was me then ok lerh, but i sho darn JEALOUS!
eileen say she will buy fer me, yay!!
love u, girl friend!
ain!!!
LU IS MINE AND ALWAES WILL BE, MUAHAHAHHAHA.. HES MINE!! I M HIS WIFE.. harhas…

okok. more hyper than ever.
gotta go..

t00dles.

thoughts: will anyone buy fer me the princessHOURS ? i so jealous niki got lerh.. lols. mum says go buy pirated one. I was lyk “ mum! ur’re supposed to be a GOOD example. harhas.

2006-10-18T18:11:00.000+08:00

heylo ppl!
being hyper rite now
wee~
lalalalalalala....
harhas
crazy me. =))

anyways, today N0 sk00l then lyk so boring stay at home.
tv-marathon at home.
lols.
todae i didnt hang out actuallie, coz i lazy and because of da haze.
raiine! please raiine!
usualllie, i didnt want singapore to raiine but, then i kinda miss the
raiine. i miss crying in the raiine alone.. i miss the crystal blue drops
falling on my face, i miss the feeling of being STEAMY!..

okok, maybe i m overeacting a bit..
maybe becauze, maii birthday is TOMORROW!!.
yay! maii mum, ordered ch0colate cake! gosh, it makes me feel lyk i
want the cake now. meanwhile, my brother gets the coffee cake.

ouh, 4get to tell you that maii lil' brother's b'day is the 3rd day of
hari raya but celebrate on maii b'day. haha. its maii special day. hope i
wouldnt be kinda blue in skool.

speaking of presents, MORE THAN ANYTHING THAT I
WANNA, IS THE PRINCESS HOURS C-D! I WANT IT SO BAD COZ
I AM JUST GA-GA OVER THE SMOKING HOT, CUTIE PRINCE
YICHENG, GOSH, MAKES MY MOUTH WATER. HARHAS. CANT U
TELL I'VE GONE GAGA OVER THE PRINCE? HERE'S AN
EXAMPLE: DA PRINCESS HOURS SKIN IN MAII BLOG AND GO
ASK ALL DA PPL I NOE, SURELY THEY WILL SAY DAT MARS
(ME) GOT ASK THEM TO BUY FER ME THE PRINCESS HOURS
C-D... GOSH!!! SOMEBODY, HELP! IF U WANNA save ME, THEN
BUY FER ME THE PRINCESS HOURS C-D.

ok, so that was maii speech. hahas. can u imagine me catching maii
breath coz i said all those stuff coz i said it too fast??? believe me, i
did. lols.

stuppiid michelle lor, saw me picking the princess hours layout and
then copy me sia, fuck siah.. harhas. okok, too hyper!

hmmm...
anybody reading maii blog, plz send me testimonial, kay?
harhas.
hope tommorow, somebody PLS buy fer CRAZY me the c-d.
___________________________
anyways, today liverpool play away.
i dun care lorh, i wanna watch it. 2 am.
shit, tommorrow is thursday. got physical education lesson.
nvrmine lah..

okok, i ask u all something.
wat if you got dis brother u love, then dis gurl interrupt your lyfe lah,
lyk so darn extra, wat would you do?
i wish i coz say the name here but then i cant.
so here's sumtinkk: u dun be so kpo into my brother lah, he dun care
about you, got dat?
---------------------------------------------
>>>messages to ppl<<<

to niki: if i stay, i would probably lyk to be same klass wit you. best wishes lerh, and i oso hope you dun go same klass as that tat gurl, you noe hu lerh.. so sad siah, 3 years in a row same klass as that ah gurl..

to ahmad: harhas. buy 4 me larr.. anyways, dun worry i not jealous larh, dat ur best sis is not me but its nina coz i oso got maii best brother lah. she got her lyfe, i got mine, kay?

to shaz: last tiime, the friendship between me and you okay lerh, den why suddenly u became lyk different lyk u hate me so much??? i really dun get it.

to prince yicheng: i love you. marry me?

harhas.
okok.
i guess today's entry is LoNg. so i guess, i'll take me leave soon.
REMINDER: remember buy fer me, hor! sorry if i too hyper.
okok.

tataz! =))

...(signed): mars

2006-10-17T10:21:00.000+08:00

wee~
lyk maii new skin??
itz da princessHOURS. harhas..
i tinkk i became a fanatic of dat korean show..
haish.
hahas
i love prince yicheng, hahas.
smoking HOT!
thats mine, dun touch it.

gosh..
blushing,
went head over heels when i first saw the layout.
i noe, i m crazy!
harhas..

anyways, maii b'day cuming up
i wanna buy the cd lerh,
plz
maii birthday cuming up, so buy fer me!
i m dying fer that cd
$20++
can i afford it?
i want it as a b'day present!
harhas

okok
me in skool
gotta go

toodles

2006-10-16T21:14:00.001+08:00

We in the car
We ride slow
We doin’ things that the girls don't do
The boys stare
We smile back
All my girls in the rainbow cadillac

[Aubrey] Show stoppin’ at the lastest spot
The ride shinin’ with the open top
Hydraulics make our heads go nod
Hair blowin’ in the breeze
Yo we superstars

[D.Woods] Put in they keys make that engine purr
3 in the back 1 in the passenger
Slow creepin’ cause we look that fly
All the boys tryna’ taste our candy ride

[Refrain - Shannon lead]
We in the car
We ride slow
We doin things that the girls don't do
The boys stare
We smile back A
ll my girls in the rainbow cadillacs, yeah

[Chorus]
Bet you ain't never seen (hey!)
Chicks ridin this clean (hey!)
Louis Vitton seats (oh, oh, oh!)
We do it deadly That's how we keep it poppin (hey!)
Make sure the bass knockin (hey!)
So when you see us ridin (oh, oh, oh!)
We call it Show Stoppin We show stoppin
We show, show stoppin
We show stoppin We show, show stoppin
That's how we keep it poppin (hey!)
Make sure the bass knockin (hey!)
So when you see us ridin (oh, oh, oh!)
We call it show stoppin

[Aundrea] We sittin’ on 22's plus 2 Mink bucket seats,
neon blue Color-coordinate with them shoes
Yeah, we divas but we ride like big boys do

[D.Woods]
Black tinted with a white stripe interstate
Lookin’ in the mirror at my bad boy fitted,
yup Show stoppin’ till they lose they breath
Turn the wheel to the right
Turn the wheel to the left

[Refrain – Shannon lead]
We in the car
We ride slow
We doin’ things that the girls don't do
The boys stare
We smile back
All my girls in the rainbow cadillacs, yeah

[Chorus] Bet you ain't never seen (hey!)
Chicks ridin’ this clean (hey!)
Louis Vitton seats (oh, oh, oh!)
We do it deadly That's how we keep it poppin’ (hey!)
Make sure the bass knockin’ (hey!)
So when you see us ridin’ (oh, oh, oh!)
We call it Show Stoppin’
We show stoppin We show, show stoppin
We show stoppin We show, show stoppin
That's how we keep it poppin (hey!)
Make sure the bass knockin (hey!)
So when you see us ridin (oh, oh, oh!)
We call it show stoppin

[Bridge - Dawn] This is for my ladies in the 280's Mercedes In the H3,
Baby Ranges, Bentley Coups, Escalades
Say oh (oh!) Oh (oh oh!)
Break 'em off somethin proper like a real show stopper
[Bridge – Aubrey lead]
This is for chicas with the Beamers,
A6's 67 Chevy, Maserati, or a Lexus Say oh (oh!)
Oh (oh oh!) Break 'em off somethin proper like a real show stopper

[Breakdown] Go and jingle them keys
Go and jingle them keys
Put them up real high
Make sure everybody see ‘em One time (one time)
Two time (two time) Three time (three time)
Four time (four time) Go and jingle them keys
Go and jingle them keys
Put them up real high
Make sure everybody see ‘em One time (one time)
Two time (two time) Three time (three time) Four time (four time)

[Refrain – Shannon lead]
We in the car
We ride slow
We doin’ things that the girls don't do
The boys stare
We smile back
All my girls in the rainbow cadillacs, yeah

[Chorus] Bet you ain't never seen (hey!)
Chicks ridin this clean (hey!)
Louis Vitton seats (oh, oh, oh!)
We do it deadly That's how we keep it poppin (hey!)
Make sure the bass knockin (hey!)
So when you see us ridin (oh, oh, oh!)
We call it Show Stoppin We show stoppin We show,
show stoppin We show stoppin We show, show stoppin
That's how we keep it poppin (hey!)
Make sure the bass knockin (hey!)
So when you see us ridin (oh, oh, oh!)
We call it show stoppin

2006-10-16T21:14:00.000+08:00

today we got most of our end-of-year exams..
kinda sharing it.
english-compre: 37.5/60
summary: 14/20
letter writing: 18/30
compo: 27/30
science: 59/100
history: 35/100
maths: 44/100
home economics: 75.5/100
malay: (?) but i noe i pass
literature: (?)

gosh..today go irritate mr kim. coz now maii science grade is c5 then just another ONE more mark is b4.
beg lyk hell siahxxx...
anways, the haze lyk so bad psi now: 130 and rising.
.raiine, come come come. pour some stinking raiine here!

kinda tinkk of it, i miss the raiine.
hmmm...somebody hor very the extra lor.. wanna tok to kenneth.haixx..

thoughts; wat's here to do now?i wiish i was dead... =))0k0k. good niitez.muacks!=))

2006-10-14T21:32:00.000+08:00

woots~

tyme to udpate my blog!!! weee~

okies, heres a new proggrame: princess hours time: 7pm-8pm

monday to friday

itz actually a cool show..

heres some pictures. and if u have tyme, check it out? orite??? yeahh...

main characters

dis: shen cai jing. love it, baby!

nice, huh??

i m in love wit him,

i love u, lu

marry me, harhas.

the crown prince is lyk so cruel

but kinda cute.

in dis pic, he wit the ex gurl.

aite, remember, check it outz, guys!

2006-10-13T17:09:00.000+08:00

heyyloo..
just woke up from sleep.
[[not realliie harhas.]]
whoa! so looong siah never write a long entry.thinkk its tyme
=))
anyways, todae is the graduation day fer sec 4e/ts and 5ns
so go home at 10.15..
so sianxxx..
today we get some okf marks in eoy.
but not the total marks
oh goshh!! i tinnkk i fail lerrhh..
aRh.. dun kare. dun bother.
then, i go home sleep.

never see kenneth today.
shing yen say she got saw.
but then i go home straight mahx.
haishhss..
when can see him??
maybe when o levels he cuming back to skool.
=))
but it would be the same..

btw, i learning how to play guitar.yay!!!..
someone got lend me b00k..
=))
anyways, to the grad. students dat i noe:
guuuudddd luccck!!!
gotta go..
hand tired lerhxx..

thoughts: it's a free country, me and u can say anything we want..
i m not stopping u.. haisshhh!!

i noe i m not alright, but anything can everytinkk can happen!.XD

t00dles.

=))

2006-10-11T17:10:00.000+08:00

heyyllo..

today got post exams activites..
kinda boring..
except the inter-class
stupiid lerh, we second place lerh..
1e4
we trashed them but they won
becoz of the game points..
wah lia0

to kenneth: harhas, u kena get punched by farhan
*bluek*

okok..
nothing to sae anymore..
buhbye.
toodles

2006-10-10T21:37:00.000+08:00

shut up lah!!

to that somebody hu farking tag my blog and
did those stuff:
yah, get a life
do u noe hu i am???
tkder kerja lain ke??
cari pasal?
pegi carik org lain lerr..
it's maii lyfe
u dun control maii lyfe...
if u noe da real story, would u say tat??
if u dunoo, just shut up ur farking mouth lerr...
if u say u r helping, u r not
help me by doing dis: shut up!!!
say it in maii face lerr...

dahlah

2006-10-10T12:32:00.000+08:00

haha...
so boring at home
nothing to do
chatting...
parents out..
so boring..
okok logging out right now..

toodles

2006-10-09T18:36:00.000+08:00

yay-ye-yay!!

purple-craze..
examinations finish..
time to party, yeah?
cool.
sho boring.. nothing to do sianxx...
tommorrow no skooling..
dunno if i m going to bugis tommorrow or not.
sorry lerr, havent update yet coz been busy
exams, packing stuff and all..

to kenneth: wah liao i miss u lerr.. just now saw u, then u kip turning..
harhas..
i miss ur lovely voice.
love u, big brother ((:

2006-10-05T18:49:00.000+08:00

sorrie sorrie

haven't been logging on lately..
i 'll do it when i have da tyme
gua stress babe!

toodles

thoughts: to all muslims hapiie berpuaser

gotta go..

2006-09-28T22:40:00.000+08:00

heyy..

shoriie coz i hadn't been blogging till recently
gua stress babe!
<3 color="#ff0000">kenneth, izza, ahmad, shafiq, the whole sjab
i mean i'll visit once in a while
but it'z really not da same as last tyme
where we have fun
where love blossoms
where laughter ishh da best medicine
i dunno if anyone can understand dis...
coz i m really really sad coz it's not lyk i m graduating or wat
it's kinda lyk da end of da world fer me
ruined.
shattered..
destroyed.

forced to do the things..
pls..
can someone explain to me da purpose of me in diz lyfe?

one tiime i was enjoying life, da next i m feeling reallie BLUE..

i guess all i have to do now ishh jushh cherish da moments i have
keep it close to maii heart when i leave
i guess there will be tears in maii eyes
it has just began...

=.='...

i noe it'z not important
but wat is important to me?
i dunno
it's jushh so complicated..

ppl i will mishh: kenneth, the whole sjab...

why does dis have to happen..

good nitexxx

ch0c0h0lic a.k.a mitashi kimik0 sujen

2006-09-19T19:41:00.000+08:00

afnan kau sial arh kau!
if u tell, i kill eeu siah..
jgn bilang arh siah..
bodoh.
hey.
today's tuesday
as usual, boring except fer i.t.
lesson shiok siah
can go chatting.
wakaka

anyways, final-year exam cuming
and dun study boring u noe..
haix.
but malay oso fun.
teacher neba cum leh..
can play
then tok and tok then hamdan, nabil and asraff everytyme take maii wallet siah.
so da sianz.
but da relief teacher beriie sexy.
tk leh angkat babe!

p.s: anyways, ppl plz send me friendster testiomonial..

<3

good nite.muackz.

2006-09-17T16:14:00.000+08:00

heyy.
yesterdae went to sjab hq
den right i pay da $1 money
cannot take the test becoz my name not in the attendance sheet
so sianz...
but wait for yujun then go buy fer shakirah da stuff la but da sjab supplies shop is close then right
sunday oso i go but close
monday muz go again...
then right go shopping la
very boring sia
maii weekend
but maii brother's more da boring...
got to go
ciao cin ciao.
lols
thoughts: u patch up wif ur gurl u never tell me. am i suppose to find out all by maiiself? u expect me to be pyshic, huh?

p.s: today 8.55pm chelsea vs liverpooljia liverpool!!!=p

2006-09-14T17:25:00.000+08:00

hiya ;]
been buzi lately..
sho soriie.
examinations cuming..
haix
study study study
to: ppl taking o levels diz year
mainly: kenneth, rahim, nurin, farhan
jia you guysnoe u can do it
anyways, lyfe suxs as usual except dat champion leagues is finally here
dat tyme liverpool vs everton lose 3-nil
liverpool vs einderhoven draw love-love
liverpool vs chelsea cuming up..
i wanna buy da england bag
sho nice leh, dey got i m sho da jealous
haix...
hope liverpool will win da champions cup

{[[toxicated me]]}

thoughts: chances come and go. did u noe?

till next tyme yaw yaw
:))
p.s: going to take da order of sjab on sat @ hqcan't wait to see all maii beautiful friends...

2006-09-11T21:06:00.000+08:00

hey.. jushh dropping by to see how things r going on around here.

to kenneth: you!! neba tell miie ur b'day on 10th september i nvr buy present fer u leh. me, bad lil' sista..

to: ppl hu r trying to fool miieI M SERIOUSLY NOT GOING TO BUY DAT SULAIMAN LYKS ME!!!! STUPPIID.. TRYING TO TRICK. STOP CONVINCING MIIE U GUYS... den some ppl say they trick miie, some ppl say it'z da truth.. i dun tinkk sho. i m not going to fall fer dis stupiid thingy.. maii decision is final

to asraff:hey, thanks fer all da support u gave me when u knew i wasn't going 2 b here long enough.. appreciate dat. stay sweet wif ur gurl

to 1e5:kip rocking and stay out of trouble

to yong hao:u dun seem to care about me, u dun tok to me, u act as if i am invisible..
i m ur sista

thought: grounded fer LYFE...

gd nite u guys, thanks fer all da support, i guess.. =]

2006-09-10T17:27:00.000+08:00

hey. sho maii parents not @ home.
jushh now jushh woke up from sleep.
anyways, today went to prince hotel swensens at orchard road.
lemme tell your wat i ordered.
at first i ordered iced cuppacino.
tasted it kinda sour then sugary.
then ate fish and chips!
delish, baby!
the mayo was good..
then ate chocoholic cravings: frosted chocolate malt...
omg, every chocoholic would have loved dat.
i thought the cherry was chocolate but it was a cherry.
then there's diz chocolate balls.
hard to chew and then small ones.

hmm... tommorow going back to skool term 3.
timetable's still da same actuallie..
yeah.. kinda MIISh kenneth.
shit! first period's math. gotta go

thoughts: cya on monday u guys got lots to tell..

++cia0++

2006-09-08T12:42:00.000+08:00

yeah, sorry didn't blog for sometime.
been kinda buzi lately.
yeah so i m fasting right now.
feeling beriie hungry.
but nvr mine.
yesterdae go back skool.
good luck in your os' big brother.{kenneth} =]
anyways, doing project.
veriie booring @ home.
nothing to do siah.
haiyo... hmm.. dunno wat to do right now.
can't slack.
coz baboon say must study study study 24/7.
we call our dad the baboon.
we are filial son and daughter, right??l
ols. hate him
sho munch..
shhhharks
.okay, nothing else to sae
tataz for now
.buhbye

thoughts: TODAY is very boooring.

=[

2006-08-30T17:51:00.000+08:00

pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic

that's wat i m and always will be..

i m sho pathetic

today is da english literature showcase
and during the upper sec recess we sux at it
but we were good at lower sec recess
and the guy dat i lyk must think dat i m stupiid and pathetic!
urgh, i cant believe wat happened today

anyways, art was kinda farniie
yong siang want to KISS ms yuen
kwangkwangkwang ...

tomorrow is teacher's day celebration
dis is da picture of maii favourite teacher:

chio bu right???
lols.
no, i think she's rather xing an
world's greatest teacher

thoughts: all of dis made me realisei really will miish jyss
missh you...
i dun wanna go, but i can't turn back now
i wiish i realliie could
haix..

random is good: stop trying 2 FORCE me to do stuff i dun wanna lyk
as if i m ur BABY!!!

ciao, baby...

=[

2006-08-29T20:26:00.000+08:00

Me & U by Cassie

[Verse 1]
U've been waiting so long, I'm here to answer your calls
I know that I shouldn't have had you waiting at all
I've been so busy, but I've been thinking 'bout-
what I wanna do wit you
I know them other guys,
they've been talking 'bout the way I do what I do
They heard I was good,
they wanna see if it's true
They know your the one I wanna give it to
I can see you want me too...
Now it's Me & U

*TA[Hook] It's Me & U now (uh)
I've been waiting (waitin)
I Think I'm gonna make that move now Baby
Tell me if you like it (tell me if you like it)
It's Me & U now (uh)
I've been waitin
Think I'm gonna make that move now Baby
tell me how you like it
[Verse 2]

I was waitin for you to tell me you were ready
I know what to do if only you would let me
As long as your cool with it I'll treat ya right
Here is where you wanna be
I know them other guys, they've been talkin 'bout the way I do what I do
They heard I was good
they wanna see if it's true
They know your the one I wanna give it to
I can see you want me too

And now it's Me & U

[Chorus] It's Me & U now (Uh, baby it's)
I've been waitin (Me & U)
Think I'm gonna make that move now (I'm thinkin 'bout making that move)
Baby tell me if you like it (Tell me if you like it, uh huh, hey!)
It's Me & U now (uh) I
've been waitin
Think I'm gonna make that move now (gonna make a move)
Baby tell me how you like it

[Bridge]
Baby I'll love you all the way down (uh)
Get you right where you like it I promise you'll like it (I swear)
Just relax and let me make that move (It's our secret babe)
We'll keep it between Me & U

[Chorus] It's Me & U now (Uh, oh yeah)
I've been waitin
Think I'm gonna make that move now (move now)
Baby tell me if you like it (tell me if you like it)
It's Me & U now (uh)
I've been waitin (yeah, oh)
Think I'm gonna make that move now (gonna make a move now)
Baby tell me how you like it (uh huh)
It's Me & U now (Uh, me and u)
I've been waitin (its just me and u)
Think I'm gonna make that move now (its just us two)
Baby tell me if you like it (its just me and you now)
It's Me & U now (oh waitin, for ya love)
I've been waitin (I've been waitin)
Think I'm gonna make that move now
(gonna make a move now) Baby tell me if you like it

2006-08-29T20:22:00.000+08:00

haix..

sjab today
alot ppl cried
alot of hearts broken

why???

STUPIID JULIANAH!!

hate her sho much!
urgh
feel lyk slapping her darm face
she call yu jun bitch ler?
how insensitive of her to say dat??

she's da bitch
urgh.

chio bu will settle everythink
i m just sho tired of dis shit...

2006-08-27T18:42:00.000+08:00

heyy..

went take cam today at huda's house..
kinda kwel
yeah, fer home economics thingy
sho gotta do it by 2nd sep
coz huda leaving at 9 sep
nthing 2 do actualliie
kinda messed up right now
about everytink
kinda hate it
kinda hate everytink
need a big stereo to lower
maii stress level..

countdown left: 4 mths and 15 daes
sho sad???
i dun noe.
i fell lyk pausing time right now
there's all to do and there's not much tyme
yet anymore..
i wish i could STAY longer..
:(

thoughts: i love YOU!

2006-08-26T19:37:00.000+08:00

woots~
yeah, so it'z lyk dis..
we bought dis house atwoodlands
blk 1a
near causeway, jushh in front of mosque
and mostly, it'z got lots a shops there
near woodlands point and interchange
sho it'z actualliie kinda kwel..
so u guys, how'd u lyk maii new skin? great, huh?
4th september's cuming
kenneth's burfdae
(f.i.y he's maii brother)
dunno wat 2 buy fer him
maybe i 'll buy
a book
titling: how to impress the gurl of ur dreams

useful huh??

wakakaka..
tataz

thoughts: i m ms tampines 4ever no matter wat.. =]

2006-08-25T15:51:00.000+08:00

haix...

just got back the uninvited stupiid motivation talk
2006 in east view primary school
izyan was there
SHE SUCKS TO DA CORE!
hate her sho much
then lyk so stuppiid kip
toking 2 maii best frewn, zulaiha
then zulaiha ignored miie!
stuppiid

urgh
sho frustrated
didn't go take cam
maybe tommorrow or sunday i take
haix...
sho boring siah..

thoughts: i kip saying on and off
lyfe suxs and lyfe rox! which one should i
believe anyway???

2006-08-24T19:07:00.000+08:00

wee~

today is THURSDAY
looong day...
but kinda fun
now i am @ home
parents going out!
woots~
listening music
tommorrow i not going sjab
coz i tink i wanna QUIT
but 2morrow i going to auntie's house
to take the camcorder
fer da food and nutrition test
i wanna score an A+++

maii partner is michh..
=]
tommorow also motivational tok..
going tommorrow

tataz, baby!

2006-08-23T11:40:00.000+08:00

harl0w

haix, now is ART lesson wif ms yuen
haix, sho sian leh!
but, nvrmine as long as i nvr hear
ms yuen always nagging at us lor..

actuallie today is the iconnexion exercise fer the
sec 1 pupils.
orniie me, michh, aisy, asraff, xue long and siraj
are here in skool
dat rest they do the iconnexion @ home...

wah liao cannot use friendster
mich is fuming mad liao
but nvrmine can go blogging all day!
stuppid lor
muz go see ms yuen after skool coz
i blog. dun kare
dun want 2 go...

anyways, yesterdae go sjab
then mdm zaleha saylah watever shit
can do dis cannot wear necklace, earrings..
dun tink i wanna go sjab anymore.

thoughts: ~ LyF Sucks

2006-08-21T20:15:00.000+08:00

today actualiie is da
stupid swimming courselah..
but i nvr pass up form sho i nvr go lah..
hehe, then go to YELLOW and pierce maii ear..
sheeh, it looks kwel
buhbye,
gd nite
gotta go...

thoughts: dis is a free country

2006-08-19T20:51:00.000+08:00

zone presentation

before i went to the zone presentation @ telok kurau sec right, i went to makcik siti's and pakcik's hasrul wedding. 19/8/2006
=]
anyways, it was very fun but i had to leave fer sjab zone presentation...
took pictures

btw, the zone presentation was berriie boring and the thing is that terrence was there!
thoughts: can i get ur number, baby???
he look sho cute

then bambang sir oso then right i ask him
"u tell dat guy iz it?"

then he say "orh, i tell!"
then he tell!
he sho bad right
then terrence noe already...
haix.

omg, he cut his hair.
he look sho cute

then bambang sir oso then right i ask him
"u tell dat guy iz it?"

then he say "orh, i tell!"
then he tell!
he sho bad right
then terrence noe already...
haix.

thoughts: can i get ur number, baby???

2006-08-18T19:50:00.000+08:00

hey...

jush got back from sjab training...
sho tired
anyways, it was fun
@ least the last part
i go office tell mdm zaleha tommorow i cannot go
then she say y
i say got wedding i m getting married
jk jk
then whatever shit
i laugh lyk mad onelah...
sho farniie
tommorow, can't wait 2 see haris and rifaie...

2006-08-16T20:26:00.000+08:00

i looove u, baby!

omg, u smiled at miiel
et's kall dis guy: LOV3

i tink love already noes i lyk him
maybe becoz dat tyme national day right den muhaimin knows
dat i lyk love and must have told love
omg, he's sho cute
baby, i love you
and i guess tommorow i gonna
ask u if muhaimin got
say dat i lyk him...
but maybe not just gonna''did muhaimin tell you''
if he say yesh i dunno wat else 2 say

anyways, kenneth ishh now maii brother...

=]love ya, big brother...

thoughts: baby, u r 2 kute 2 be mine... i want u! *a small note 2 tell u i lurbe you deep, deep in maii heart. =]

2006-08-12T19:29:00.000+08:00

sjab's flag day...

hey, before i start, just now
the property agent right, got bring 4 clients
come to see our flat.
kwel, isn't it?

anyways, back to the topic
sho we have to report to skool in half-uniform
then change to full-uniform.
go get our tin. signed in
JERONE came
omg, saw him sho cool
can't stop smiling =]
and, yesh i still have feelings fer him
then the most embarrassing thing happened to miie
i saw mdm fauziyah then ask her donatelah
then i fell hard on my butt!
omg!
sho hard
and i swear it still kinda hurts actuallie
sho go flag with norita, me, yujun, deborah
and cheleste
haix.
sho tired
then ranson called us
asked us to take second tin
sho we went back 2 skool
then go back near the tampines market
deborah say, "this is a good place to make business"
speaking about dat, dat tyme we at simei then
right this uncle got alot stickers on his shirt
then right
i say plz donate
then i say wah u sho generous!
then he smile

anyways, then we go back skool
then go tampines interchange
go eat @ kfc outlet there
*tummy rumbling*
then to tm with yujun and cheleste
and go buy dunno wat fer yujun's handphone
i wish i had one
haix.
then go home sleep lah
tataz.

thoughts: i m searching high and low fer maii perfect man
hugs and kisses here's a PACKAGE...

2006-08-10T20:32:00.000+08:00

why muz i messed up maii own lyfe?

come 2 tink about it, the reason why maii lyfe suxs
is just simply becoz i embarass myslef without noticing it
and after d act then i have recurring pattern of rememberance
of the stuppiid experience by mind
i just can't seem 2 stop thinking
and really, this is unsual becoz i DUN EVEN tink
when i do anything
it'z lyke the total brain freeze
i've done sho many mistakes
maybe i m CRAZY
i guess
there's lots of things i wanna tell u
kay, first my friend let's name her lisa
lisa has a boyfriend: sam (not real name)
lisa and sam is a Perfect couple
and i guess i m happy fer them
but i kinda lyk sam but i noe i musn't!
i dun reallie lyk sam but my actions
take dat i lyk him
i lyk dis nppc guy

2006-08-07T20:55:00.000+08:00

sho sorie
havent been blogging
anyways, tommorow's national day!

HaPpii3 NaTiOnAl Da3!!!

=]

sho tomorrow program is
we go watch concert den the food and
games stall...

we've got hotdog sticks, spaghetti and
fried nuggets...

ummm! all dis explaining makes me
feel hungry

anyways, later our stall is in e canteen
den near 3t1 and 3n1
3n1 doing syndey
bet u i am gonna be their first CUSTOMER!

lols
=]

i feel kinda HAPPy
more den i had in years
i swear i dunno y actualliie

buhbye. good nite

[c][h][o][c][o][h][o][l][i][c]

2006-07-30T18:31:00.000+08:00

why muz be lyk dat?

today nothing to do
no homework anyways
sho berii boring liao
then the property agent
and dis family coming
i onliie got about 4 months left for
everythink
lyk saying goodbye
and packing
then i dun expect
them do farewell party lyk joy's
departure
i mean lyk no one kares fer me anyways

haix...

2006-07-29T20:00:00.000+08:00

haish...

went to cut maii hair
now is already layered haircut
sho nice sia!
then i tell ya all about friday

so gia lat siah
first, our class never get through the auditions
then this guy from 3t1 dance right den
got lyk aiyah dunno how explain
then liyana say right
"eee! maryam!!!"
then i feel lyk slapping her siah
coz say lyk dat!
sho angry

anyway right the training
we play cpt. ball
sho fun!
then deming siah came training at the end
so glad to see him siah
hehe
felt lyk hugging him
but nvr tok to him
got 2 go home

tataz

2006-07-27T17:23:00.000+08:00

why do i have 2 cry???

today cried about 3 time...
haish...
becoz of ndp concert?
dat tyme they performing arh
den ms tan say "maryam, u guard the ball"
they all laugh at me
then cried
then i cried again
then another tyme is that tyme she wants another
singer den she noe lyk hell i want to join then
so go and pick mye..

thoughts: i HATE ms tan!!!!

2006-07-25T20:10:00.000+08:00

haish..

jush noe today that i failed my bfa but passed
maii bhn!
i knew it
have to retake again i guess
so sian!
haix...
dun feel lyk it
maybe oso wouldn't liao
coz, yah noe i going malaysia...
*sobsob*

thoughts: everybodiie wants to go to heaven
but nobody wants to die?
wad is there in diz world fer mua?

2006-07-24T20:36:00.000+08:00

haish...

sho boring.
sho i thought i would blog...
yeah, well
SJAB ROCks
as usual.
tomorrow attire is half-uniform
just remembered that i muz put plaster at my legs.
sho fun
but maii foot drill sucks lyke HELL~
btw, shakirah still doesn't wanna go sjab
and i got dis weirdest dream last night
i saw bambang sir's gurl (kakak)
but dunno if true anot
all i noe is that kakak chio bu arh!

thoughts: do yah believe in dreams and miracles?

2006-07-22T20:33:00.000+08:00

SjaB iz maii Lyfe...

dis is maii blog entry.
been so busy lately with all of the stuff..
kay, so here's maii sjab lyfe.
now is skool holidays fer ite ppl (abg)
more lyke bambang sir.
sho he's beening coming sjab training
he's kinda nice... =]
sho here's the thing.
yesterday is sjab
sho he came
and fairoz sir too
sho then only celes, katy, afiqah, nabil and miie
came to sjab training (half-uniform)
dis is only sec 1 ppl
onlie 5 OUT OF 28 SEC 1 SJAB PPL CAME...
sho sad siah
den fairoz sir tok to us alone and asked us
to pull them back sjab
he ask us hu we are closest too
so i said shakirah
so each us is assigned
to pull them back to sjab
and i am really determined to pull her back
no matter wat it takes
every day, every hour, every minute, every second counts
and time is running up
i will be leaving singapore to malaysia soon..
my last wish is for shakirah to come back to sjab...
i REALLY want her to come back
and fairoz sir i really have to thank u
becoz u taught me something about lyfe dat i have ignored fer sho long
u said i lack of confidence
and i realise wat u were trying to convey to me and i wanna thank-yew lots.
and the fact is dat
i am leaving sjab and
going to malaysia
really makes maii heart sink
and all i really want is to do something for sjab
sho i tink i wouldn't be participating the sjab competition
it doesn't matter that my foot drill sucks, i m leaving anyway...
and e ONLY reason I m telling ya publicly
ish dat probably everyone will forget and nobody
will say “I mish u” to miie
becoz everyone hates me
ya noe dat tyme right nad told the four of us
maybe she leaving fer Syria
then everybody was lyke, nad dun go!
Then I cried
At least a little and more @ home…
Sho I will cry sooner or later

thoughts: love should be unconditional. =]

Pirates of the Caribbean: dead man’s chest =]

Dis is the second entry fer the day.
At noon, go and watch pirates of the Caribbean the dead’s man chest.
Captain Jack Sparrow played by Johnny depp ish beriie farniie eh.
Then in the cinema right, I laughed lyke mad
then the person beside me look at me lyke I craziie lyke dat. Lols. =]
Then right Orlando bloom ish lyke sho darn hot dat
I tak leh angkat, babe!
Got dis part he kena punished by this monster
Then his clothes ripped apartlah…
Then lyke omg!
So hot!
But I scream when he kena punished.
=[
But he okaylah…
I wanna watch again!
Then right now waiting fer the third one…

Anyway, got dis tyme right me and maii brother
Wanna watch harry potter and the prisoner of Azkaban
Then got dis mama hu ask me
“what movie u watching?”
Then I say lah harry potter
Then he gimme the tickets
Then I happily watching right, den the cinema stuff
Ask for the ticket lah…
Then I show
Then she say where we get
Then I say lah dis man
Then I found out dat the man found the tickets somewhere
And give to us
I was lyke sho shcck
And feel sho lucky!
2 free movie tickets! Hehe

Thoughts: I feel lyke running away from all of dis SHIT.

2006-07-18T20:04:00.000+08:00

sjab rocks 2 the core babes!!!!

so 2day got sjab...

bambang sir cum sjab! yay! so happy can meet him...
long tyme nvr see him...
then i say to him lah, where's my 50 bucks??
then he say wad 50 bucks?
then i say u either owe me 50 bucks, owe me dinner or
6 testimonials...
then he say why 60?
i saylah 6...
then he say why?
then i say i gve u 3 testi so u muz give 6.
then he say why? u special meh?
then i smile
then he say okay okay i give euu..
then aisyah say u owe me 10 bucks oso then
he nvr layan...
btw, comp team training suxs to the core!!!
hate julianah...
but got one tyme we shout sho loud then the ncc
they all see
then one tyme katy cut ncc squad la....
sho farniie..

thoughts: i lyke u . i dunno if u lyke me 2??? i
wanna noe sho badly...

2006-07-17T19:55:00.000+08:00

i want maii own handphone!!!!!

2006-07-16T15:41:00.000+08:00

haix...

sho boring siah...
nthing to do during the weekends.
just finish maii homework...
and redecorationg maii room...

thoughts: i want adventure! i want fun!!!

2006-07-15T14:18:00.000+08:00

Home Economics okay...

yeah, so actuallie at first i thought i gonna cook roti john
alone the clement do wif me
he scared of everything siah
he scared of frying!!!
i washing dishes then he say, "eh the food! i wash dishes u do".
so i was lyke laughing maii brains off...
so farniie...
but it was okay anyway....
btw, this is my third blog of the day
hehehe

2006-07-15T14:15:00.000+08:00

SJAB COMBINED CAMP

sJaB RoCKs FoReVeR....

2006-07-15T14:11:00.000+08:00

i wanna watch dis movie:
orlando bloom's lyke so hot
and johnny deep's lyke so farniie!!!

2006-07-14T19:03:00.000+08:00

i suddenly feel sho useless...
like a part of maii soul had dead
kinda hit by a car of thunder-strike
there's no one that can help..
i was wondering wat might be missing...
and i cant stop thinking of dat person...
i kinda must his voice toking 2 me...
i feel lyke running away...

2006-07-14T14:01:00.000+08:00

no sjab training!
URGH!

2006-07-13T20:35:00.000+08:00

i cut myself...
i dunno the reason why

2006-07-12T15:57:00.000+08:00

haix...

2dae kinda okay
i hate maisarah
arh!
dun kare already lah....

2006-07-10T18:25:00.000+08:00

wat it used 2 be...

i nvr thought i would say dis
i nvr thought i would even think of it
now, i do...i
t used to be fun...i
t used to be enjoyable.
back then
east view
me and zulaiha
fareesha and samirai
miss 'em
the good tymes.
in the 1st term, me and nadia were close
now is her and maisarah
aisyah and liyana
syahirah and ain
hazirah and nadhirah
i feel lonely...
then today, ms tan change our places.
they all get to sit together
except mie
i hate miie lyfe
today got napfa then they all got partner

miie score:
inclined pull ups=27
sit ups=34
sbj=159
shuttle run=11.0
sit & reach=47
haix....

then today again is the snow white and 7 dwarfs skit
then they scold me coz i nvr do script properly
then she stood up 4 mie
then i thanked her
shes kinda lyke maii godmotherand shes the only one hu kares
at least i tink so...

btw, italy vs france!
penalty shot: 5-3
they won!

thoughts: i feel lonely.

i hate maisarah

2006-07-03T18:29:00.000+08:00

happie youth dae, to all maii friends out there!!Moii 100th post!

hey ppl!
today is a public holiday
so i just wana wish everyone a happie youth day
and i hope that every1 will stay funky and young
(although maii wish is no reality i wanna sae it)
so boring siah at home...i m grounded...haix.but nvr mine as long as i can use moii computerthat's fine..
been friendstering lately coz nothing elseto do in the morning.
tommorrow got sjab training. wondering
if bambang sir will come 2 training after
i sent him to testimonials at friendster.lols.
i told u i got nothing to do wat. anyway, dis early july is alot of ppl'sbirthdae's i noe:
bambang
aisyah
wiah
khyrul
shi yong
etc...
got somemore but i dun remember.
just wanna wish all the cancers outz dere a happiie birthdae! enjoy..
anyway, got story to tell u about...
wat if i say "i love u" to dis guy but i dun mean it...
actualli during bhn course right, i so the very hyper and crazy. u noe
wat i do???i go and say i love u to everybodiie.got say 2 ranson then he
reply i love u 2.we joking onliie.then got say to see wee. itz farniie coz
i see him kembang..got say danish, then he kembang he say watever.haha. i go prank everybody coz wanna make em' happiie.
got say to james dat tyme dis chi guy [duno his namelah..)
say me and james couple iz it then i saylah yes, i love everybody
then hor they so kecoh already so i attack rogerlah..i say loudly: roger i love u!
then roger smile onliee lah..so farniie. i lyke 2 see other ppl kembang...lol...
end here fer now...

thoughts: kinda feel lost. kinda lyke i dun feel anything.... haix...

2006-07-01T08:30:00.000+08:00

DiS LyFe is MeAnIngLesS...

kinda feel lyke i dun belong
i dun fit in anyway
waiting for someone to just say
"u fit in just fine here"...
and still waiting for that person 2 come
and save miie...
lyfe is a roller coaster...
and i m waiting for some1
who realli realli knows me,
understands me, and can live with me.
once i find a person dat i tink can help me,
the person is my life...
it happens all the tyme that i keep tinking of running away,
RUNAWAY TEEN GOT KILLED...
hmmm.. that 4 a headline
would make big bucks dont ya tink so???
but running away from my lyfe and problems
isn't gonna help me.
then wat will?

nobody...

2006-07-01T08:24:00.000+08:00

SjAb RoCks...

yesterday, we celebrated st. john's day and ncc day!
so fun!
it actuallie feels great to wear the full uniform
for the first tyme in my entire lyfe!
hehehe...
then i m glad i bang 90 degrees and loudly..
so fun!

2006-06-17T21:50:00.000+08:00

3 sjab ppl onliie...

harharhar
2dae went to pasir ris park
then right, onlie miie,
yu jun and fairoz.
only 3 ppl.
cause last minute they all
say cannot go lah, sick lah...
so we golah...
then cycle around the place.
they tell miie secrets but
must cannot tell other!
then both of em' sabotage miie
they say ask organiserlah..
then yujun say ask the elderlah..
luckily she say that siah
they sabo miie arh!!!
*mouth zipped*
tommorow try to finish homiie
and monday got sjab training

thoughts: ppl ain't perfect. u can't force them
to do things they don't want too..

*you can't fit a square in a circle

2006-06-13T20:38:00.000+08:00

yesterday midnite go and
cut my fringe. now sho short!!
but never mine lah.. i dun care.
today never go anywhere.
2morrow try to finish
all of maii homework...
buhbyye'

2006-06-12T21:41:00.000+08:00

WaT a TiReD Da3.

so it was a really exhausting dae!
at 2 pm, went to 718 corner to do
something special for ms yip.
she going to go overseas to study.
we worked so hard!
whoa!
it looks so wonderful!
until about 4.45 pm
then send deborah home coz later
we gonna do the project again on
wednesday...
then yujun ask if 2morrow want to
go cycling or not...
then zulaiha ask if can go cycling at
east coast on thursday.
then i go
then maybe got a sjab picnic @ east coast
haix.

thoughts: i wanted a smooth sailing through
these days but wat i get is just another and
busy and exhausting day at the end of all of it.

2006-06-11T14:12:00.000+08:00

World cup!!!

it just arrived.
yesterdae watched eng vs paraguay
it was a lucky fluke that beckham scored
hate him!
but still support england!
yay!
score is one-nil
hope england win the cup!!!
yay!
bubhbye...

2006-06-09T20:58:00.000+08:00

nth 2 do lah. lyk so very
boring alreadi....
later still gonna have picnic at east coast
on the next saturday...
so, the world cup's finally arrived.
so i m gonna support ENGLAND!

yaay!!!

so i decided to do my dream team:

peter crouch

milan boros

cristiano ronaldo

steven gerard

reina (goalkeeper)

luis garcia

david beckham

riisse

morientes

harry kewell

thoughts: i feel so hopeless... save miie...

2006-06-06T19:36:00.000+08:00

= [

omg!
todae so bad luck
went to aunty bayah's house
and then i fell on the stupid drain!
urgh!
so drenched!
haix
went to aunty bayah's house to kutip derma
then finish already!
muahhhaaaha!

thoughts: everyone in this world has an individual beauty.
they r kute in their own way.

2006-06-05T18:24:00.000+08:00

= ]

haha
2dae went to Tampines Library with
zulaiha. but the books there very boring
so we went to Bedok Library. in the end,
never borrow any books there. haha
Invited Fareesha.
The we remembered the good times we had.
oso discovered dat biscuit got lyke fareesha before
so me and her are gonna be even! coz she alwaes tease
me "jerone jerone jerone" then now i can tease her
"biscuit biscuit biscuit"
harharhar. i laughed all the way home

thoughts: this is an open diary and i can write anything
i lyke even if U hate it. thank'u 4 ur tyme. bubbye!

2006-06-04T20:59:00.000+08:00

2006-06-03T20:16:00.000+08:00

mOii HoLiDaE LiSt

so everybody muz be bored @ home
30 daes 24/7

i mean, i will feel really bored, actually
so i made a list.

~ picnic
~ redecorate my room
~ watch kool movies
~ do homework
~ get a penpal
~ borrow books from library

i guess, dat is all.
cya.gdnite.buubbye'.

2006-06-03T20:09:00.000+08:00

hOm3 swe3t hOm3

3 dae's, 2 nite's kampung gurl's back 2 tell
her story

daY oNe;

- hopped on a train at tanjung pagar station
luckily i didn't get train sick! it took more than
4 hours to reach germas station

- upon arrival, waited for cik badariah to
fetch us and bring us to the kampung lonek

- the place was so nice and peaceful

- go around the kampung. very interesting
then went to feed the chickens at the backyard

- @ nite, cik badariah's adik came with her husband
and 3 kids; mirza, najwa and aris

- aris so kute! ( f.y.i : he is a baby [= )

-then after eating went back 2 sleep

daY tWo;

- the nite was extremely kool that i was shivering when
the rooster woke us up!

- so after bathing and all, went 2 feed the chickens again

- then wan (nenek) go and sembelih 2 chickens.
dat time i carrying aris then he want to touch the chickenslah
then i go there. you noe wat he do?
he go and tarik the chickens twice! so daring

- then we go fishing, i caught 3 fishes (yaay!)

- then go kfc. lolz.

dat's all. day 3 we travelled home.

p.s: not only did i gain experience from that trip, i also brought
a pimple home. lolz.

thoughts: will anybody in dis earth truly understand miie?

2006-05-31T12:32:00.000+08:00

moii favourite picture;

2006-05-31T12:16:00.000+08:00

false alarm

urgh!
stupidlah
my father
give us permission 2 go
then today he say delay 2morrow
just becoz he dun want 2 stay
home alone

he realli spoil everybody's
holiday mood!
now i dun tink i wanna go already
no mood 4 holiday already
haix.

thoughts: what do i have 2 do to feed my heart?

2006-05-30T13:28:00.000+08:00

bye bye

gee, guess i m going after all.

"BALIK KAMPUNG! OO-OH!
BALIK KAMPUNG! OO-OH! "

heh.

i'm gonna miss ya, sweetheart.
actually i dun wanna go
but if my dad dun go, then i go.
i tak baik right???

so just gonna pack my stuff for tommorow.
dunno wat's ahead of miie.
just noe dat it'z gonna be a long journey
from singapore to malaysia by train.
hope i dun get train sick!
lolz...

so, i m not gonna use my computer, my radio and
my phone for like 3 whole days!
gonna miss ya'all!
but nvrminelah.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

today in the morn', i went to tampines mall
then the soldier pants soo the MAHAL!
so i didn't buy
wat?
it cost $45, okay!!!

anyway, i thought of redecorating moii room my style
and painting my room. black? red? orange?
definitely BLACK.
heh.
and since it'z gonna be a long string of june holidays,
i also thought of planning a picnic.
but i dunno hu 2 invite
i mean, maii cousins or moii sjab family?
*confused*
i haf to make up moii mind...
maybe i go ask rifaie or fahmi for the picnic
or maybe i ask my abglah...

thoughts: how can i survive one day without my
faithful useful radio and phone???
urgh!

2006-05-29T19:04:00.000+08:00

iN The CiTy Og, Og.

lolz.
i mad already lah.
nolah becoz today i went to chinatown wif my mum
and my adik.
we went in the morning!
my mum lah, wanna go in the morning.
she always like to go in the morning...
haix.
so tired.
went there 2 go shopping lah..
hmm, let's see

i bought;
1 green pants
long-sleeved shirts
(blue, light orange, white and red)

then my mum bought dis black bag.

my brother bought a watch, clothing and the liverpool cap.
so good!
he got the cap then i never! : (
but neverminelah...
actually we went and over chinatown just
2 buy my soldier slacks.
hehe...
then nvr get 2 buy.

so 2morrow going 2 tampines mall
2 buy the soldier slacks.
i hope dat shop i saw have lah...
a
nyway, the world cup is coming!!!
waves~
you noe, i m a soccer chick, right...

thoughts: wat will he be doing when i think of HIM?

2006-05-29T19:01:00.000+08:00

...LoVe aNd HaTe...
nothing 2 do sho i did my list of
things i love and hate.

fOOd?
100% halal food

drInK?
ice lemon tea

types of movies?
action, comedy, romance, bewitching movies.

soccer team?
LIVERPOOL ( : you'll never walk alone

colOur?
black & red. i m kinda a goth...

type of music?
punk', rock, pop, jazz & reggae

my type of guy?
hardworking, nice guy, goofy (farniie lah),
good guy, committed 2 the relationship, loving,
not fat (oops!) and nice 2 be wif...
i dun really go 4 looks. just the heart. ( :

baNds?
good charlotte, pussycat dolls, peter pan, counting crows.
fall out boy, the click five & sheila on 7...

interests?
fwenster, music, farniie ppl, movies, sitting around doing
nothing wif someone u love, money, freedom, clothes, acessories,
eating, hanging outz, writing songs.

ambition?
photographer? nurse? actress? sjab officer? stewardess?
businesswoman??? dj? journalist? *conFused*

sinGers?
p!nk, agnes monica, kelly clarkson, fauzie laily, taufik batisah,
lee ryan, daniel powter, shakira...

type of ppl i'd like 2 hang out wif?
like u 4 hu u r, kind, loving, farniie, share the same interests,
not shy, not naughty, cares about other ppl's feelings,
noe wat's wrong and wat's right....

type of ppl i would nvr be comfortable wif?
cares about other ppl's imperfections, thinks she's shho
perfect, liars, egos, backstabbers, ppl hu steal alot, cruel
ppl, ppl hu lyk 2 hurt other ppl's feelings.

abg & kakak

abg: 2
kakak: 0 lol. haven't search yet.
dun tink i want one....
abg: yong hao, fairoz. ( :

<<>>

as far as i noe, my world is full of darkness
and hatred 4 everyone around miie. yeah, i dun
really remember images of me being happiie and
having fun but just sad and embarassing moments.
well, now dat i am already a teenager,

and dat i can think much better,
i think i made a right choice on choosing my brothers
wait!
let me rephrase that last sentence.
i noe i made a right choice on choosing my brothers
coz yong hao got help a lot but only dat he's
a naughty and playing around type of guy.
and fairoz, well hes more mature lah and he
oso gimme good advice, i dunno but
i have a feeling hes the only one hu understand
me as i am...

thoughts: i m waiting 4 someone 2 come
and rescue miie...

2006-05-28T16:56:00.000+08:00

Soo DarN TiReD...

haix.
today go to sjab headquaters.
so very tired siah..

anyway, my cpr and bandaging but
den my bandage partner is dat Danish lor.
Becoz rite, they pick 2 rows then I only girl there.
My abg saw that I partnered him den he say 2 danish,
"jgn salah pegang eh" den he smile
kurangajar right! Alamak.
Like torture siah partner Danish. He tink I Barbie doll ish it???
But Danish oso kutelah. But onliie when he eat!

my basic first aid (theory) i tink i fail
i scared i fail siah...
julianah say that 4 ppl in jyss fail.
2 girls 2 boys.
2 malay gurls. 2 bois.
urghh!
anyway, today i tell u 1 farniie story.
hehe.

my abg ask aisyah to sit beside him.
then she sit arh...
then 1 yuying student say to her ,
"ma'm, can go toilet?"
the gurl thought dat she is a senior.
then my abg say "eh, sit there sit there"
*pointing 2 the place in front of him..
lolz so farniie.
then right i go swit 2 aisyah.
den he also look @ me lah...
lolz.
u guys dun get it do u???
nvrmine.
then today i go and belanja my abg at kfc.
of courze lah zinger meal.
then he lyk malu-malu lah.
then i say i dun care i want 2 belanja u.
alah! i treat him as my own abang lah.
dat's all.
anyway, he's a good guy

but he say dat next year he dunno if he come 2
training or not!
: (
first deming , then fairoz (i guess) then not fun
siah sjab without them. they retire i oso retire lor.

btw, it's the start of the june holidays.
bet that it will be loooooong and verie boooooring!
haix...

thoughts: i promise never ever to love a guy ever again!
i can't bear the pain at the end of it!!!

2006-05-25T19:00:00.000+08:00

CoULd'Nt BeLi3vE i WaS Sooo NaiVe...

why do u dis 2 miie?
why do u make miie feel soo happiie den dissapointed, heartbroken,
angry, felt betrayed, sad and soo soo mixed wif feelings...
jerone...
how could dis happen 2 miie?
why does it has 2 be miie?
why am i so naive?
ans: i was blinded by my pure innocent love 4 u...

well, i thought it was u.
i even had a magical dreeeam.
but it turned out to be ur steady disguising as u.
u made me cry.
u made me feel that life is crushing down before moii eyes.
u made me feel LOST and HEARTBROKEN.
why? why? why?
it will be a long time for u 2 see me smile or laugh or
forget about u...

thoughts: u said u were single.
u lied 2 miie!!!
why?!!!?
i hate u!
but i love u! urgh!
i will never trust men anymore...

2006-05-23T18:08:00.000+08:00

nO mOr3 WaiTinG...

can't stop thinking of him
muz control myself.
can't.
cair
can't wait 4 him 4ever.
try forget but can't.
what is dis?
is dis LOVE?

thoughts: maybe it'z time for me to learn to forget
about him and move on.
maybe i just shouldn't love...

2006-05-22T18:27:00.000+08:00

FinD oUt Hu IsH e JySs SuPeRsTaR???

ya'll noe, we, the junyuan ppl have the jyss search for superstar.
*beuk*
anyway, the host was hasanah the winner 4 storytelling competition.
got the finalists:

syahirah - power of love
syahidah - a moment like dis
iqbal - sorry seems to b the hardest word
naufal - swear it again
peggy - titanic ( i dunno lah but celine dion song)
zul - i believe
boon soon - i will be right here waiting
aidilin - because of u
samatha - breakaway

wait, did i miss someone? yeah dis girl, dunno her name dunno
wat she sang...

they all did great, i must applause.
but i dunno hu to vote 4 actualli.
they r all go.
i lurrvve all of em' and the songs they sang.
mr vanan is the simon cowell ii.
give comments not good one siah..

anyway, today my feelings r so entangled already.
so angry. so confused. so sad. so happie? so geram.
so frustated!

you wanna noe y?
dat jeronelah. somemore wat?
btw, saw him and dis gurl and his friend.
his friend saw i look at him but nvr say anything lah..
then he go and pushed the gurl (either the gurl or him) then
the gurl push back.
haix.
then i told ai xuan about the iconnexion thingy,
she commented dat maybe he's just playing with my feelings.
i kinda didn't believe dat but now, .....
i
tink i'm onliie dreaming.
i had a strange lovely dream last nite.
i dun wanna tell ppl about the dream, i'm 2 ashamed!!!
i thought it would come true one day,
but i was too stupid 2 realise dat it will nvr happen, EVER!

thoughts: sometimes we have dreams, but only some will come
true. even love. why can't we kill all the guys in the world
so dat the gurls will not be heartbroken becoz of the guys and
boyfriends.
guys r so complicated!
urgh!

~cya baby~

2006-05-20T20:16:00.000+08:00

<<>>

1. 8th annual cross-country
2. Sjab headquaters to do BFA REVISION
first, in the morn' we went to bedok resevoir park to run
4.3 km of hell and torture.
we ran lyk mad ppl!
didn't care about my position. (:
saw jerone on the race.
then so tired, swit.
then he nvr hear (or rather dunno)
just kept running
ran after him lyk mad
so tired then stop then lost him
actualliie i wanted 2 ask him if it was him who wrote dat stuff on iconnexion
then yujun sabo miie!
dat tyme the run she sabo miie lor!
i soo tired then she ask my friends to run coz she want miie 2 run
then they run i oso run
after we were soaked in sweat, we (sjab ppl) went 2 sjab hq.
i feel lyke dieing.
but have to revise for bfa test.
next week lor. muz study study study!
but nvrmine
the first practical revision is bandaging.
bambang sir and afiq sir teach.
afiq sir very garang but oso farniie lah...
bambang lyk shy lyk dat. but i dun tink so
yesterdae, bambang sir come to training saw miie then look at miie.
then today revision always see him look @ miie. so scariie eh!!!
you noe, aisyah's hair very tk senono coz of bandaging practice den veriie farnie!
keep laughing all day!

anyway, deming sir wouldn't be teaching anymore
so bad!?!?!?!
why muz he go.
not fun without him.
hiax.
miss ya, deming! (:
wish u were here...

2006-05-15T16:38:00.000+08:00

i M WaLkiiNg iin ThE FiELds oF ConFusiioNs...

so confused, baby!

haven't blog for so long. sorrie.
anyway, today no skool till thursdae.
can't wait till thursdae actually.
cause that guy asked 4 my hp and when i free.
sooo confused.
dying to noe it'z him or not.
i think it'z not him...

anyway, there's dis girl. let's just kall her jem.
jem rebonds her hair. [gee, i guess we wouldn't noe after all. 2 many girls rebond her hair]
acts like gangster!!!
2 miie, she's a FAKE!
dun really hate her.
hate her when she fakes something.
buubye'